To answer those of you who wanted to know the know...

I was in the Army.

There...now you are in the know...hahaha. 

Love you all, Jamee.

I have been on an up and down all around rollercoaster of a weight loss journey.  I started spark people last year.  I lost a bunch of weight, then stopped...and gained back more than I had started with.  So now finally I have found a program that looks like it is working!  I am really loving it!  I was hungry the first few days but am fine now that my system has gotten use to eating to live instead of living to eat!  This program has DELICIOUS foods and I am never without my sweets!  I am a chocolate fan so I am so glad they pretty much let me have all the chocolate I want.  Therefore because I am not in want...I am not failing and so far I have lost 5 pounds.  That may not seem like a whole lot, but from one weigh in to the next...thats pretty nice!  O...N B T W...TGIF!  Jamee

It is so hard staying on the straight and narrow!  Jesus never said it would be easy!  He just promised that He, The Father, and The Holy Spirit would never fail us!  I know what my flesh wants!  To leave, and go be the freedom fighter that I once was!  I also know that my life isn't my own anymore!  Not only have I dedicated myself back to my family...I have dedicated myself back unto the Lord!  I wish that this way was the easy way...but we all know that it isn't.  The hardest thing in the world to do sometimes, is the right thing!  I had a dream last night that our hs football team was a pro team and everyone who was anyone was there watching them play!  In that dream I was still in the military, and when I went back to my hometown, they greeted me with a parade!  They had a great big fair and all of it was dedicated to me and the service I had put in.  How goofy huh???  Of course, sometimes I wish I were still in!  I do miss so much of it!  With a family tho...its just not possible!  I mean...I had to put a lot on hold because I decided to raise my family!  I love them, and do not resent any of it!  They all need me so much!  I swear...as important as it is to feel needed...sometimes I think the whole world would just fall apart if I wasnt on it!  Someday I am gonna be real daring and test the therory though!  I'm gonna run away to the cafe and see just how long their world lasts without me.  Yea...MAYBE 3.2 minutes!  Maybe!!!!  Anywho...I think I will check my email.  I feel kinda humdrum with a tad of bitterness today.  I think maybe I will remember how I am suppose to be joyful at all times extra special much today!!!!!  Love you all, Jamee.

Oh wow!  I have a lot to do today.  So I won't be on long.  I will however, work first then get on more later!  I would like to change up my background some.  This is nice, and I love it!  So if I cannot find one that I think is just as pretty...I won't.  I am a bit medicine head today.  I found out yesterday at church that they have closed several school districts in KY due to the cold/flu being out of control.  I wonder if they will close any around here.  It was so cold this morning, I hated to go outside.  I hate to have to breath in that cold air right now.  Like my lungs can tolerate it!  No medicine has really worked all that well.  Rob is really disheartened by this.  I pray for him so much.  He is so afraid something terrible is going to happen to me!  Please pray for his strength.  I am sure I will be fine, but he got so scared by the 04 incident that now everything makes him wonder what will take me.  I would be a liar to say that I haven't wondered about it myself.  But I WILL praise Him through the storms of life!  I have to!  I WANT to!  All is well!  Thats what the woman said after her son had died.  She said that as she went to go get the prophet elijah.  Really...all is well!  God could take me as I type and all would be just as well as it always has been!  To live is Christ to die is gain!  I have many people here and in heaven that I look forward to meeting.  So it really doesn't matter when or where...as long as I know I am obedient to God!  Yes, my flesh wants me to worry.  I worry about my children and how they would ever get a long without me.  Well...if it is in Gods plan that I should go before they are old enough to care for themselves, then I just pray a Godly woman into my husbands life.  I am sure he will not have the marriage ceremony as my casket lay in the front of the church, but I don't want him to never get on with things.  He is a young and handsome, smart and Godly man.  It would be hard not to come back and terrorize the woman who would try and take advantage of him!  hahahaha.  I know that God would and will work everything out.  Whether I am to live 500 hundred more years or 5 days!  In His time and thanks be to Him that I am not the one in control!  That is one thing that I bow out gracefully to!  There is a reason we cannot be God!  I am glad not to have that responsibility!  I have all I can do to take care of my own home, let alone, try and clean everyone elses! 

Well...Have a blessed day!  Speaking of cleaning a home....lol!

Jamee.